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“Who am I?” is the cen­tral ques­tion in life. What is your answer to this ques­tion, and how is your under­stand­ing help­ing you in life?

This arti­cle first exam­ines var­i­ous lev­els of self iden­tity. Then it goes deeper to explore what “we are spir­i­tual beings” really means.

Will the true YOU please step forward?

We define our­selves in var­i­ous ways:

1. I am (my name)
2. I am (my work posi­tion, social sta­tus, etc.)
3. I am (my life experiences)
4. I am (my thoughts, or the think­ing mind)
5. I am (my soul or spirit)

1. #is just a label. (or hat)
2. #2, like “I am a laborer.” or “I am a father.” is just the role you are play­ing at this time. It’s pretty easy to see these are not the real YOU.

Some peo­ple are invested in their expe­ri­ences and believe they are the sum or the result of their life expe­ri­ences. “I was abused as a child and so I am inca­pable of build­ing a healthy rela­tion­ship. This is me.” or “I am an Amer­i­can and so I live this way.” But I don’t think human life is like a physics exper­i­ment. We have free will that allows us to go out­side what our expe­ri­ences define.

#4 is big. Some­one said, “I think there­fore I am.” If you don’t embrace the idea of the soul, I guess this is how you define your­self. Pretty obvi­ously, you know you are not just the body you can see and touch. There is some­thing within that does the think­ing – your mind. So you are the mind, or the com­bi­na­tion of your body and mind. (If you think the mind is just a func­tion of the brain, then the mind is part of the body – still, you define your­self as the body / mind.)

Then there are those who believe in,

#5. I use to think this way, too. Our essence is the soul, or the spirit, that cur­rently resides in the phys­i­cal body. The think­ing mind is only a tool. And when we die, the soul moves on, to even­tu­ally have another incarnation.

The idea seemed to work until I expe­ri­enced Ascen­sion soul shift myself.
Soul shifts and the Self

As Pho­to­graphic Record pro­curer, I read people’s soul records. Most peo­ple live with one soul for the entirety of his or her life. Or, rather, the soul lives its whole incarnation.

How­ever, there are those who go through soul shifts. When this is the case, I can count exactly how many souls have been involved, the char­ac­ter­is­tics of each soul, and when the shift hap­pened. And as I wrote in that arti­cle, soul shift­ing itself is noth­ing new. All vari­eties of soul shifts except the Ascen­sion soul shift have been known for some time.

1. Ongo­ing soul shifts
2. One-time soul shifts, or walk-ins, including:

1. Rein­state­ment soul shifts
2. Com­plete possessions
3. Place­holder soul shifts
1. Spe­cial cases such as Pleiadean soul shifts
2. Ascen­sion soul shifts

In each case, we can take one of the two per­spec­tives to the ques­tion “Who am I?”

1. I am the orig­i­nally intended soul that was meant for me at birth.
2. I am the soul I have now.

With ongo­ing soul shifts, there is one soul that was the orig­i­nally intended soul. So although it was in the body only part of the time, we can say this is who he or she was meant to be. Alter­na­tively, we can also inter­pret this sit­u­a­tion that whichever soul that is in the body at the given moment is the self – at the time.

Sim­i­larly, in rein­state­ment soul shifts, we can say the orig­i­nally intended soul that gets “rein­stated” is the real you even though another soul was resid­ing in the body for a while. It’s also valid to say that, when the other soul was resid­ing in the body, that was you.

Com­plete pos­ses­sions are sad cases. The orig­i­nally intended soul gets kicked out by a neg­a­tive soul. When this hap­pens, I have to say the new soul is the you because there is no way to reverse the process.

Place­holder soul shifts are like rein­state­ment soul shifts but the first soul is a pos­i­tive soul. So again, you are the orig­i­nally intended soul. Or you can say the soul you had at the time is the real you.

How Ascen­sion soul shifts dif­fer from other soul shifts

How­ever, Ascen­sion soul shifts are dif­fer­ent. With Ascen­sion soul shift, the first soul is the orig­i­nally intended soul. And the sec­ond soul is also intended – the shift is orches­trated somehow.

The repeat­edly asked ques­tion about Ascen­sion soul shift is “Why does this have to hap­pen? What hap­pens to the first soul? What hap­pens to my spir­i­tual devel­op­ment that I have accom­plished as my first soul through many lifetimes?”

I sensed there was some­thing big­ger or higher than the soul that is still an indi­vid­ual, the ME, that was orches­trat­ing these soul shifts. These soul shifts were not some ran­dom take over. At least the sec­ond soul knew the first soul and what was going on. But what is this “big­ger or higher” something?

Here is my cur­rent under­stand­ing as I fig­ured by com­mu­ni­cat­ing with my Akashic Record Guides.

The Source, the energy, and the soul

First there was the Source, the Source of all energy. The whole, there­fore per­fect, energy. Then it split part of it to cre­ate indi­vid­u­al­ized forms of itself. Basi­cally, it wanted to play. It was hard to play as a sin­gle exis­tence ever, so it split itself to be many existences.

For now, let’s call these split ener­gies “X’s”.

Some X’s became stars and plan­ets. Most other X’s became res­i­dents of these star sys­tems. Then they trav­eled around. Even­tu­ally some came to Earth, which is just another creation.

To live in the phys­i­cal bod­ies on Earth, X’s split part of them­selves to form souls in much the same man­ner the Source split itself to be X’s. Per­haps most X’s split out just one soul and watched over how it goes.

The soul lived in one body. When the body was done, the soul crossed over to the other side for a tem­po­rary rest, and even­tu­ally came back to live another life­time. This went on and on for mil­len­ni­ums of time. All the while the X of the soul was watch­ing over its progress.

Ascen­sion is the new game

Recently planet Earth and its res­i­dents decided to work out a new game plan. We have gone through plenty of life­times and saw the var­i­ous dif­fer­ent sides of life. We have done enough of the “learn­ing by con­trast” game. More and more of us are reach­ing the point that we can pos­si­bly reach as the exist­ing soul. So we are going to change the matrix itself. We are going to do this Ascen­sion.
Ascen­sion is about increas­ing the vibra­tion rate. For many of us, the souls we’ve had were good souls that were intended for each of us at birth, but they can go up only to a cer­tain level of vibra­tion rate. So our X’s decided to upgrade. Each X cre­ated another soul from itself and sent it to us. This is Ascen­sion soul shift.

Because the new soul orig­i­nates from the same X, it is the same type, same back­ground group and train­ing. It just vibrates higher and has no phys­i­cal past life.

Meet X, your Higher Self

Now the issue of ter­mi­nol­ogy. This is where things get sticky because it’s quite pos­si­ble that per­son A uses the term to mean some­thing dif­fer­ent from what per­son B means with the same term.

For me, X is my Higher Self. My Higher Self came directly from the Source, and it infuses part of it to form my soul in much the same way the Source infused part of it to form my Higher Self. My Higher Self can cre­ate many souls if it wants.

It’s like mak­ing pho­to­copies. Any num­ber of souls can come from the Higher Self. Once the soul is cre­ated and incar­nates in the phys­i­cal body, it gets its own expe­ri­ences. Like you can write memos on one of the pho­to­copies. We’ve got too many scrib­bles on our copies (souls) that we decided to start anew with a fresh copy.

Who am I really?

So there are higher lev­els of answers to the first ques­tion, “Who am I?”

6) I am (my Higher Self).
7) I am God, the Source, or – just, I am.

Does this make sense to you? It does to me, so I con­cluded my com­mu­ni­ca­tion with my guides.

If you are inter­ested in try­ing this your­self, here is a brief cau­tion­ary note. Spir­its use your exist­ing frame of ref­er­ence to give you ideas. So the anal­ogy you get may well be dif­fer­ent from mine.

Plus they are quite prac­ti­cal in their teach­ing. They know there are lev­els of under­stand­ing. Say, Newton’s law of grav­ity may or may not work in Einstein’s world, but if your under­stand­ing of physics is high school level (like most of us), they are not going to men­tion Ein­stein. They know that would just com­pli­cate things unnec­es­sar­ily. So they tell you the law of grav­ity as New­ton fig­ured it out. If you work for NASA, on the other hand, you may get a dif­fer­ent response. Both are, in a sense, “right” answers.

The answers I received make sense to me and so it’s good for me. For now. When my spir­i­tu­al­ity evolves fur­ther, I might get a new answer that may seem to con­tra­dict to what I know now. Just a possibility.

Ascen­sion is a process to be one with God, or to be God

So the Ascen­sion process pro­motes higher aware­ness of who we really are. We are not just our souls that goes through many life­times. We are our Higher Selves that are look­ing over all these experiences.

Fur­ther, we are the Source. We are God, the Cre­ator. The split part is essen­tially the same in qual­ity with the orig­i­nal. It’s a smaller indi­vid­u­al­ized ver­sion, but like a piece of holo­graph, it has all the power and infor­ma­tion of the original.

It gets really hard to “know” who I am at this level. It’s like try­ing to see my own nose. Not by the reflec­tion on the mir­ror, but try­ing to see my nose itself. We are not quite capa­ble of doing this. Like­wise, after rig­or­ous exam­i­na­tion of who I am, seem­ingly iron­i­cally, I reach a point where I say, “I just am.” Every­thing and every­one are part of me, appear­ing to be dif­fer­ent for the fun of it.